(for those of you reading for an update on Amy, i have nothing new to report. all fingers and toes crossed that things are going ok and heading in the right direction, and i so appreciate everyone’s good wishes for her. i believe things like that make a difference, i really do.)

but there is a different, and far less major crisis unfolding here. we’re thinking we want to get a dog, and i don’t know where to begin because (i’ll admit it), i’m not really a dog person. so why get a dog, you might reasonably ask?
well, we lost 2 cats last year (i don’t feel like going into details, but no i am not totally negligent), and i can’t go through that again. i don’t want to make a cat stay inside if it doesn’t want to, and i can’t count on the fact that it will. i want w to have a pet, we miss having a household pet and well, a dog, you can keep track of. that’s my thinking. i also suspect that i will be like those people who don’t generally like kids but do like their own kid. (i confess to not generally liking those people very much, but so be it. i’m sure dog lovers would feel the same about me if i am the same about dogs.)
we’d be getting a dog from a shelter of some kind, and i don’t think i want to train a puppy. also, its possible we could have a baby at any time (or also at no time at all), so that has to somehow be taken into consideration. although i’m not sure how that’s reasonably done.
i don’t care a whit about breeds, but i do want: mellow, good with kids (duh), not hyper or too active, maybe small?, and just, like awesome. the perfect do for us.
any thoughts on what breed to look for? or does anyone just want to tell me this is a fool’s errand? i promise i won’t take offense.